I'm a sinner, but I always be successful

As a student, we already known that knowledge about in Islam, it could be hard to when knowledge does not get into the heart of darkness. 
For the Muslim, we also already know that Islam is wonderful religious and who are obey to Allah, Insha Allah, Allah will be easy your work. Unfortunately, we see a friend who did not follow the instruction of the Allah more successful while our life is full of challenges and trials.
we must have wondering about this, right?

Don't be sad about any challenges. 
Do you want to succeed but the farther from God?
When we lived quietly, happily, to worship the gods, and still live in obedience to him, it was enough and we have to be thankful. maybe we do not have sustenance in what we want, there may be other sustenance.
We may not be far from the gods, but we have to think well of him. accept with pleasure and indulgence.

Do not be disappointed if we did not succeed. we must try again!
believe me, Allah strategic level is neat to his servants.
God tested only to those whom he loved.
Do not be disappointed and sad when tested.
Allah has explained in Surah al-'Ankabut: 2

Do the people think that they will be left to say, "We believe" and they will not be tried?

If we fail in anything, but we have yet to fail in life.
keep it up as long as life lasts. Insha Allah, Allah surely give something meaningful to us. in the good of the creator
In fact, when our life is shaken by a variety of problems, we have to be thankful. it means that the Allah are still close with us.
Test is a sign of affection and concern to us. God does not leave us alone. 

Unfortunately allah near us. :)

JAZAKALLAH

Precious holiday

Middle semester break for this semester, 
I thought that is precious time with my family,
I already miss them although two days already I'm at Sintok.
The quality time with  them make me would't get back to Sintok.
I'm in deeper sad.

This entry, I wanna be relax and enjoy to tell about my activities in my holiday although only at my home. (If you wanted to reading my entry)
Cook, i think is one the most enjoyable and easy to get into hobbies.
A perfect cooking hobbyist is anybody who enjoys eating and likes that the result.
I want to share about cook. why is cooking so relaxing for the hobbyist?

If you enjoy cooking then it is the best way to relax.
When we preparing and putting together all those ingredients, we can feel something meditative.
meditative is about the reflection. If you have do something, that we must want something the reflection or result, right?
So, when we pick up the cookbook and relax while putting together a great dish, and then enjoy it again while eating it and sharing with others.
Cooking is fun and a truly enjoyable and relaxing hobby and you can be sure that no one else in the family is going to complain about it, haha. 

Here, i want to share the dish already I'm done in my precious holiday and already in my stomach, don't angry. haha. 
The dish just simple, but don't be doubted, It's my hobby.

Puding roti (not really nice pic)

Rainbow cake (very sweet) 

Spaghetti Aglio Olio (simple for dinner)

Puding Laici (Simple and wallaaaaa)

Please advice me!

If you see me make mistakes,

no matter the offense eye or ear,

offense or act of hand,

errors mouth or stomach,

scolds!, before my heart vague.

If you see me a lot of talk of making fewer,

clever argue but just stay on the tongue,

potpet potpet and cyberspace,

but in the real world silent unspeakable,

scolds!, before faith by autumn.

If you see me do not prayer,

pacific sea sunset wake up at night there,

many said, a little remembrance and prayer,

reading quraan not heard already,

scolds!, before I takkabur.

scolds me!, because I might forget

scolds me!, because I'm only human

scolds me!, because I'm not as good as

scolds me!, because I was a nobody

scolds me!, because I'm really very sinful

scolds me!, before I suffer

scolds me!, before taking the life of an angel Izrael

Allah have said in Surah Al-'Asr:

" By time, Indeed, mankind is in loss, Except for those who have believed and done righteous deeds and advised each other to truth and advised each other to patience." 

I Love them

I Love them so much,
They are important thing in the world,
They give support to me whatever conditions i am,
I'm thankful to God for having this family that has been there for me.
It's worth more than words could ever describe,
That's one of the ways I have been able to stay grounded is thanks to family and Allah.

My earthly paradise,
I hope we get together for happiness,
I hope we give strength to each other,
I hope we love to each other,
I hope that we protect our family together,
I hope that together we will pursue to heaven together.
Aamiin.

Ya Allah, forgive my family,
Place us to Heaven, Ya Allah.
Listened to your slaves prayer, Ya Allah.
Amiin.

JAZAKALLAH